Ah well here we are at another Wednesday. I have to remind myself what day it is as I usually don’t work on a Wednesday. No, hold on, let’s re-phrase that, I don’t work at work on a Wednesday. That’s not to say I sit around at work doing nothing on a Wednesday, no, I just don’t go there on a Wednesday. I stay at home. Well I don’t do that either as a rule. I have a great many options open to me on a Wednesday as it happens and housework is the least attractive so I avoid it like the plague. In fact the plague may well at times seem infinitely preferable to housework.

But this Wednesday I did go to work and I did work when I got there. I worked lots and lots. The trouble is that now I won’t have any idea what day is what for the rest of the week. And to complicate my life yet further I will be working next Wednesday as well – how confusing is that! I am off tomorrow though. I swapped my day off – and why? To make a curry. How splendidly decadent is that. It is a gesture of goodwill towards hubby although I can never begin to make up for all the stuff I’ve done bad etc.

I try………….and ten minutes later when I get my breath back I try again. Boom boom. More BA. (For non Adder fans it means nothing of course!). However the point is I am trying. Trying to be nice that is. I don’t know why I bother though sometimes since any time I try to do ‘nice’, people view it with such suspicion. And hurl insults at my head like ‘creep’, ‘saint’ etc. Ok so I know I won’t ever get a halo or anything but like, hallo, isn’t it ok to be nice now and then. Jeez should I be ripping the heads off teddy bears or summat.

I have to go out for singing practice later first a little light rowing and some Corrie so ciao for now folks…………..