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The latest upgrade

by jojo52 @ 2006-04-02 - 23:07:50

Oooh I am soo excited – I am writing this on my new laptop. It’s not brand new of course but it is enabling me sit with my feet up, watch telly AND play computers. I shall find all sorts of places I can curl up with my machine. Not on the shelf at Tesco though where I curled up with a book yesterday – that would be a fruitcake moment too far. It was one of those days yesterday when hubby met a loquacious acquaintance in the aisle who kept him talking so long I could have an accident with my bank account. I managed to avoid the crisis of over-shopping by finding a book to read but it was close thing, I came away with a pair of unnecessary trousers as it was. And that was after narrowly avoiding purchasing errors in our new Next which is disastrously located next to Tesco. I have never been that drawn to Next, preferring to drool over the racks in Monsoon, but clothes are clothes and when they are dangled so close……

Life is full of these little temptations.

They have a new test on Tickle, a Freud test. I had to try it out – as you do. Apparently my worries and anxieties stem from my toddler years, and potty training, which might have been too regimented – I’ll speak sternly to my mother later. Basically I’m a bit anal, hardly a surprise to me, or anyone else that knows me I shouldn’t wonder. Oh how we love to torment ourselves! It also told me that I have a strong rebellious streak. This about a person who hates being told what to do – oh surely not!

Asked is a different thing altogether but told is very, very bad. No way hose.

I am looking ahead at a week without a single night in and possible doubling up on engagements plus I have very generously agreed to work on my day off. And not only work but go in at some ungodly hour like 8am – I don’t do early. I am not a morning person, mind you I’m rubbish at afternoons as well and the less said about evenings the better. I mean ok I will get another day off in lieu but I shall spend most of the week wondering what day it really is. I shall go distracted I tell you.

Leaden

by jojo52 @ 2006-04-02 - 11:58:20

All my arms are heavy today and I feel like a sack of cement. Well I only have the two arms obviously but they feel like a lot more than two lead arms. Insomnia is a thing I get in fits and starts but after a nice long break from it the return of it knocks me over for a while until I get back into the swing of the cycle. I have had insomnia for months on end in the past and then returning to a normal sleep pattern knocked me out so it goes both ways.

I suspect yesterday was responsible. The end of a run always creates turbulence. No I don’t mean wind.

We had an after show party of sorts last night but being a Lenten play with a small cast it was quite a cosy little group with fish and chips, hamsters rolling around in plastic balls and a showing of the film of the play. I’ve always found it slightly uncomfortable to watch myself, or rather it’s the listening to myself part that’s weird. We never sound like we think we do.

I’ve tried to cheer myself up this morning with an IQ test and today I am a visionary philosopher – so that’s nice. And the girlie is trying to cheer me up by cooking me some lunch and offering to share the Easter shopping load – bless her. Not than I’m miz or anything just sluggish and energy-depleted. Hopefully work will perk me up tomorrow – I don’t think so somehow!

Still the glass is half full rather than half empty - http://www.bbc.co.uk/dna/h2g2/A830387