OMG – I just realised it’s only a couple of days until I am off to Espana and I haven’t got a single thing organised. I have no new knicks – disaster.

I had to collect some posters from the printers today and the guy in the office there has the longest tawny eyelashes I have ever seen. Those eyes could make a living

It was soooo good to be back at work after such a splendid weekend. Heavy sarcasm intended. I had great trouble waking up this morning so going to work was not on my top ten list of ‘want to do’s, barely made into the top one hundred in fact.

I have blotted my copy book today in the culinary department. I left a piece of crackling in the oven to crisp to a cinder. Smoke billowing etc. I wasn’t being idle, I was learning my lines. Not terribly well as it turned out if tonight’s rehearsal was anything to go by.

It does worry me that I am trying to spread myself a little thin and I may well end up letting everyone down. There is no balance. It seems to be very difficult to please myself and please everyone else as well so I try and do it all and I forget stuff. And does anyone actually appreciate how hard I try to please them?

Especially the cat – she never says thank you for her breakfast.

When the girlie and I returned from rehearsal there was visitor on the lawn. A hedgehog – with the most beautiful eyes. Very feminine and pretty……hope it was a girl hedgehog!